This Is So Personal
Medical mysteries and marvels
In the last few weeks I've been noticing that my body is very unforgiving of any negative emotional vibration. Did you know that emotions like resentment, anger, or jealousy have direct and almost immediate consequences in our physical bodies? According to teachers like the late and wonderful Dr. George Goodheart, there exists a kind of integral map or overlay structure that correlates all of the energy centers and organs of the body.
I should have known not to let myself become so upset.
Over the years as an empowerment coach and medical intuitive, I've become very aware of the physical, emotional, and mental correlations that exist between our muscles, our organs, and our emotions. So last Sunday evening I noticed the energy charges in my own body right away and I presumed that the discomfort I was feeling had its source in some highly charged emotions of my own.
The pain was terrifying!
The pain started around midnight and lasted until about 4 a.m. I won't go into the emotional triggers that I feel were responsible except can you say Mother's Day, disappointment, hurt, and a bad trip into a few past and future imaginations? Of course, in the middle of the night there was nothing that I could do but use the very energy medicine techniques that I use with my clients and just go to work on myself. For the next several hours I released, tapped, and removed what I refer to as the 'axoplasmic and cellular webbing of toxic emotions' until the pain finally released. Then, thankfully I descended into a deep and restful sleep.
What would you do if it happened to you?
I can’t imagine what a person would do in the middle of the night and in such pain without knowing how muscles, emotions, organs, and spirit correlate in the body. Or how to clear those vibrations with intention, breath, and visualization. Truthfully, I thought I was having a heart attack. After all, I thought, it would certainly make sense to have a broken heart of sadness with all that is, or has occurred within our family and in our world.
Energy medicine techniques often look like a miracle.
If I had simply 'thought physical,' if I had not been aware of the emotional and spiritual connection to the pain, or cognizant of the recent circumstances in my life, my only recourse would have been a trip to the emergency room. Thankfully, both my husband and I knew how to breathe, visualize and ‘tap’ my way out of the crisis and away from a midnight ride to the emergency room.
Becoming the butterfly isn’t always that easy!
Our personal and global awakening, or transformation, is not always easy. Often times we can expect that there will be a tearing down before the building up. I’ve noticed that more and more people are speaking of symptoms that point to something that teachers in the East are familiar with and refer to as an energy known as a Kundalini crisis.
A few years ago, while engaged in my usual search for more understanding, I Googled Kundalini and found a wonderful book on the subject that explains so much of what more and more individuals are experiencing, and the illness that I personally experienced for a long seven years from 1997 to 2004.
These troubling symptoms are not unknown in the East.
The Biology of Kundalini by Jana Dixon is a deep and very thorough exploration of the bioenergetics and metaphysics of these alarming physical changes that so many are experiencing. Her book helps immensely to de-mystify this strange and powerful journey that can become so all encompassing, both physical and spiritual in nature, but which is miraculously accomplishing the merging of physical and spiritual together in a whole new way.
I was so ill and yet I was transformed.
During the seven years that I was so ill, I experienced very high fevers of 105 every night, night sweats, rashes and hives, tingling, burning, pressure in my head, and extreme pain in all of my joints to the point that I could not go up stairs or use my hands without suffering. The most prestigious clinic in the United States could not diagnose the disease. Even my alternative physicians could not find answers to the problems that I was experiencing.
It was during those years when I was so ill, that my own spiritual teacher suggested that my symptoms were related to a Kundalini crisis. I wonder sometimes, if because we are presently entering an age of great awakening, that our bodies may be going through serious energetic shifts to accommodate this new energy. I wonder if so many of the strange symptoms that we have today are actually misunderstood. Perhaps we have an epidemic of Kundalini Awakening, but we're diagnosing these awakening crises as anything and everything else.
The symptoms of transformation and awakening can seem neurologically strange. Any number of the symptoms associated with Kundalini energy could possibly be diagnosed as anxiety disorders, panic attacks, or Multiple Sclerosis, among many other distasteful labels.
A happy outcome.
After seven years when grace intervened, I was introduced to a couple from Sri Lanka who practiced a very unique form of Acupuncture. Miraculously, within three months we were able to move the energy that was stuck in my body. The symptoms abated and my strength returned.
Very important end note.
This is my story, and may not be the right action for you. If you are experiencing severe pain at any time of the day or night, you need to take appropriate action. That may mean seeing your doctor or you may require an immediate trip to the emergency room even in the middle of the night. During my own long illness, I saw many different doctors. I searched for answers in all of the appropriate avenues of medical care. In the end, what worked for me may not be the answer for you. Use wisdom and discretion.
R E S O U R C E S
The Biology of Kundalini by Jana Dixon
eBook: Click HERE
Paperback: Click HERE
Introduction and Table of Contents: Click HERE
Three Papers in Honor of Dr. George Goodheart: Click HERE
Blessings,
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